tat day...

tat day is de 1st day i c him after he says tat 2me.....
i stil remember tat..
tat nite i reali fel vry nervous wen c tio him...
duno y wil lik tis wan...
bt....mayb is bcz of long time din c tio him d gua...
ntg wan la...
hahax...
lol...
duno y...
i fel tat i reali din hv mood 2study d...
although de book is put in front of me...
bt i oso din hv any mood 2read its....
haix...
i reali wana pengsan d la...
how can lik tis wan???
how can lik tis wan???
actually i oso duno y wil becomes lik tis wan....
mayb i reali bcome lazy d gua...
lazy???
b4 tis...
tis word is won appear in my life wan...
bt now...
everthing in my study life is changes d.....
i bcome lazy lik a pig d...
lik a pig....
bt actually...
i reali din lik de pig...
bt now....
i stil remember tat i gt promises 2some1 tat...
i wil try 2study harder 2 get a gud result wan...
bt now...
i stil can do meh???
i oso din believe myself d....
haix....
how ar???
if he noe i bcome lik tis...
wat he wil think neh???
actually....
i oso duno....
i only noe tat...
mayb i reali cant stil lik tis d...
i wana gt a gud result in my spm...
bt can???
reali can???
mayb stil can gua...
is c i wan abo nia lo...
my dad n my friends is says lik tis 2me wan la...
bt...
wat he wil tel me le???
or....
he won tel me anything???
mayb gua...
haix...
lol....
pls...
dun think 2muz d...
dun think d la....
mayb i should try harder gua...
if i try mayb wil get ok bit wan result gua...
hahahax...
soli...
i reali gt abit crazy d...
i talk 2myself neh...
dun care tis part la...
dun c tis part la...
jump.........