tat day...

tat day....
i c tio him d...
tis is de 1st time i c tio him after tat day....
tat nite i feels gt bit nervous wen i c tio him...
duno y wil lik tis...
bt....
ntg wan la...
jz feeling nia...
lol....
haix....
how o???
now i becomes din hv mood 2study d neh...
although de book is put in front of me...
i oso din hv any mood 2read or c....
lol...
many ppl say i changed d...
mayb tis is real wan...
cz i oso fel tat i changed d...
becomes lazy d...
vry vry lazy d...
how can lik tis o???
how can lik tis wan o???
cant lik tis wan la...
mst study wan neh...
i alwaz tel myself lik tis...
bt oso cant concerntrate wen i wan study....
i reali wna cry d...
how o???
i stil remember tat i was promised some1 tat....
i wil try 2study harder n get a gud result in my spm wan...
bt now stil can meh???
i scared tat i cant do tis...
how o???
i promise d neh....
lol....
haix...
bt ....
u dun wori la....
mayb after tis i wil ok d le....
i wil become lik tis is nt bcz of him...
so...
friendz...
pls...
dun says anything d...
tis is my own problems...
nt cz of any1...
so dun wori la...
i wil ok wan gua...
gua nia la...
duno can abo lo....
cz stil gt 1month lik tis spm tio wana reac d neh...
i duno can abo gok neh...
only can try harder nia gua....
haix.....
tat nite....
padang...
de rice...
de water....
i stil remember....
bt....
duno wen i can go there eat agains....
duno wen...
n duno...
he wil talk 2me bo???
tat nite...
u gt smile wif me...
thx ya...
4all de thing tat u hv gv me b4 n after....
thx you ver muz....
c u next time la...
hope tat time u oso wil talk wif me la...
lik....
friendz......
hahax...
cin cai say nia la...
ntg wan....
miss all of u ya....
tata...