special day....

today is a very different day tat i have b4...
2day i din feel sleeply lo...
although whole day din sleep neh...
so holiao...so funny...
haix...bt im stil thinking of another thing tat i so worry abt it...
he smoking again d...
jz now..when i wana take something from his bag...
i see tat......gt cigarrete..
so...i know tat...he smoke again d...
in tat time..i relly felt so sad...
cz he lie me..
b4 tat..he gt promise me tat he won touch tat thing after 14 of dicember...
but..he cant...he really cant do it properly...
wat i should do??
i din hate him bcz of tis...
the reason tat i don want him smoke is bcz of the health...
nt cz tat i dont like and i hate tat...not.....
i wanna tel him...bt...
dunno how to tel...
i only tel him tat....
i so hope tat he won smoke..cz i dont like the ppl tat gt smoking...
2nite...when i know tat he smoke again...
i really dun know wat should i do..
i stil can believe him??
i stil can help him to stop smoking??
all of this...i dont know...i really dont know...
bt...i really so hope tat he wil change..and stop smoking again...
how how i should tel him???
i should tel him tat..i hate him if he stil want to smoke??
cant...i cant say the things like tis to him...
bcz he is an important person 4me..
bt wat should i do??????
haix...i dont know..
when i was found tat he smoking again...
he tel me tat..after tat he really will try to stop its...
so.....wat???i dont know...
b4 tat i really felt so angry..bcz he lie me..
bt...when he said sorry with me and tell me he really wil try to control hiself..
at tat time...i din angry d..i trust him agains...
so.......at the end...im the loser..
cz i stil want to believe him...
then???
haix....
geram....
why me is like this wan???
maybe...for the other gals sometimes oso will like tis wan....
maybe all the gals are almost the same wan gua...
i think like tat...bt...dont know tat tis is the truth or nt....==
bt.....
now.......
i relly hope tat...
he can control properly...
and stopped it in shorter time...
i will always at his side to support him.....
gampateh ya..@@