Thursday, December 17, 2009

过去;现在;未来。。。

过去的我,觉得时间过得好慢;
但;不知不觉 ~ 时间就过了。。。
五年??五年就这样过去了。。
而且还是一去不回头的##
现在虽然已经毕业了。。但;并不觉得开心到哪里去。。。
为什么现在的心情并不像上次的心情那样呢??
原来毕业并不是那么值得开心的一件事来的;
原来毕业以后的我们,还有好多好多事情必须去烦恼的;
我现在终于明白了。。
现在的我正烦恼着好多东西;
学业;工作;前途等等都必须烦恼的。。。
原来人的生活并没有那么简单的 ~
这件完了就要烦恼别件事情;别件事完了就必须烦别件事情;
烦啊烦的。。要到几时先才能完呢??
我的前途该怎么办呢?
我怕我的成绩变不好。。但;
却懒得去温习。。我所怕的事情全都很难解决;
~ 因为我的关系。。。
真是的!!本来懂事的我为什么会变得那么不会想呢??
但。。我下定决心了!!
我一定要拥有好的前途。。为了达到这个前途;
我为我自己订了一个目标;
一个必须达到的目标。。。
希望我真的有那种耐力以让自己成功达到那个目标!!!
加油加油哦!!!
朋友们。。为了你们的前途而努力的打拼吧;@ @

Friday, December 4, 2009

我毕业了咯。。^^

今天的我好想突破一哦。。
嘻嘻...
so f@st..de time pass already....
all my friends included me...
wanna 18years old d lo...
time???
why the time pass so fast o????
my dad said that..i wanna be adult d lo...
waliao..adult??i don't wants...
i wanna be a child forever...c@n b0???
wak@kak@...
i know cant la...u all don't smile o...
cz i know that almost all of my friends are don't want be a old people o...
h3h3x...(i know eh...^^holiao le???)
if can bcome a child again u don't want meh??
lol....don't kckc d la...
we all are de same wan la...
h@h@h@....@@(jangan pukul saya o...i just write de truth nia ma...)
now...i always thinking about...
what work i wanna do after finish de studies??
i don't know!!!hahahax...
what can i do le??
apa perkerjaan yang sesuai kpd saya le???
lol....
omg...so many things i gotta think abt...
can have someone help me think all of this??
at h3re...i wanna say g00dby3 to all of my lovely friends...
hope u all have a better life after our spm finish o...@@
(if have time...u all oso can find me go shopping or anything eh o....
no need worry o...i will go eh..i promise ya@@
h3hex..


好后悔哦~~~

不知不觉~
考试都要完了咯。。
但是。。这次的考试对我来说并不是很顺利。。
真的是完蛋了;
怎么办??我的大马教育文凭考试就这样完了==
值钱的希望全都摧毁了。。
我的梦也醒了。。但这一切都迟了;
我只知道这次的考试真的完蛋了。。
我家人会怎样呢??
他们会骂我吗?可能不会吧。。
因为他们对我彻底的失望了吧;
因为他们绝望了吧。。
现在的我只能。。。
只能对他们说声 “对不起;真的真得很对不起~因为我让你们彻底的失望了。。”
我只能说这句话而已了;
“临时抱佛脚 ”。。这应该可以算是我的专长吧;
就是这个个性让我的成绩变得这样的。。
所以啊~
对于其他人啊。。
千万别像我这样了;
后悔了。。但;都太迟乐;
现在的我就算怎样后悔都来不及了。。。
现在的我能做些什么呢???
成绩出炉时我应该用什么心情去面对呢???
我怕。。现在才来怕;
好好笑哦;怕了又能改变什么吗???
笨蛋啊笨蛋!!
事实已经成定局了。。
没有用了啦。。。
谁叫你不听老人言呢??
这只能怪我自己了吧。。。
来不及了啦。。我也后悔了啦。。T_T

Friday, October 2, 2009

wats?????

actually.....
i wan 2 know tats wat is love????
got somebody can tel me??no.....din gt ppl cantel me all of tis....
so....i duno....wat is love???wat can cal as true love???how can we find true love in ours life??
duno....duno.....all i oso duno.....haix...
4me...love is a feeling...is a vry special wan feeling...
lik.....a kid gets a sweet from their mother n father.....
tat feeling....duno how 2says....
very sweet lik a candy.....very sweet althought u are sleeping....
very warm wen hug by him.....very safety wen go out wif him.....
4me....its lik tis.....mayb different ppl gt different feeling gua...
tis wan...tis wani duno.....cz im nt de worm in others ppl heart.....
4me love is lik tis....
wen we reali love some1....
we mst alwaz take care of him/her.....
de rule is lik tis....
we cant hurt de other1 without any reasons.....
bcz...dey are de ppl tat we love.....
dey are de ppl tat we care......
dey are de ppl tat we reali dun wan 2hurt dem....
so....4me....is lik tis.....
i won angry wif him.....i won scolded him if din hv any reason....
cz i reali lik n love him.....
cz i noe wen he angry is bcz he reali care of myself....
if he din care of me....he won angry wan....
so.....
4those who gt de.....
u all mst alwaz take of dem...dun hurt dem without any reason...
cz....de feeling reali very very pain....very pain.......
pain til....de eyes water wil comes out from ur eyes without any reason....
n.....won stoped.......@@**

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

0nLY 4 sT.M@rK sTuD3NtS..........

sPm w@NA r3@Ch d l0.....
s0.....
g@MpAt3h o.......eV3rYoN3.....
h0P3 aLL oF us C@n get A gud reSulT iN sPm o.........
wak@k@k@.....

2daY....

2day is de seconds day of exam...
mayb ppl wil ask me....
den how abt ur exam ar??
ok bo o???
ok bo???
actually i oso duno...
i only noe tat yesterday wan sj....
omg....reali vry hard neh...
hahax...
bt....is nt bz of hard la...
is bz i din study 4sj pun....
wakakaka...
so i ma duno how 2do lo....
lik tis nia la...
bt....mayd wil fail d gua...
lol...
cant lik tis wan la...
fail neh...
paise lo....==
um.....
2day wan neh....
okok lo....
p.moral n BI....
4me...de pm is easy lo...
bt duno can get wat result lo...
wakaka....
BI neh....
nt vry easy..bt oso nt vry hard la....
lik tis lo....
duno is noe or duno lo....
write nia lo....
haix....
2moro is add maths d neh....
4me...okok...
bt duno 2moro can bo....
stil gt bit worry....
hahax....
last nite i write wan...
duno he gt see tio bo....
bt mayb din see tio gua....
cz he bz den din open his blog gua.....
lik tis nia lo.....
gud luck lo...
every st.mark students.....
add oil in ur exam....
G@mP*t3h 0'''.....@@
^^.....

Monday, September 28, 2009

tat day...

tat day....
i c tio him d...
tis is de 1st time i c tio him after tat day....
tat nite i feels gt bit nervous wen i c tio him...
duno y wil lik tis...
bt....
ntg wan la...
jz feeling nia...
lol....
haix....
how o???
now i becomes din hv mood 2study d neh...
although de book is put in front of me...
i oso din hv any mood 2read or c....
lol...
many ppl say i changed d...
mayb tis is real wan...
cz i oso fel tat i changed d...
becomes lazy d...
vry vry lazy d...
how can lik tis o???
how can lik tis wan o???
cant lik tis wan la...
mst study wan neh...
i alwaz tel myself lik tis...
bt oso cant concerntrate wen i wan study....
i reali wna cry d...
how o???
i stil remember tat i was promised some1 tat....
i wil try 2study harder n get a gud result in my spm wan...
bt now stil can meh???
i scared tat i cant do tis...
how o???
i promise d neh....
lol....
haix...
bt ....
u dun wori la....
mayb after tis i wil ok d le....
i wil become lik tis is nt bcz of him...
so...
friendz...
pls...
dun says anything d...
tis is my own problems...
nt cz of any1...
so dun wori la...
i wil ok wan gua...
gua nia la...
duno can abo lo....
cz stil gt 1month lik tis spm tio wana reac d neh...
i duno can abo gok neh...
only can try harder nia gua....
haix.....
tat nite....
padang...
de rice...
de water....
i stil remember....
bt....
duno wen i can go there eat agains....
duno wen...
n duno...
he wil talk 2me bo???
tat nite...
u gt smile wif me...
thx ya...
4all de thing tat u hv gv me b4 n after....
thx you ver muz....
c u next time la...
hope tat time u oso wil talk wif me la...
lik....
friendz......
hahax...
cin cai say nia la...
ntg wan....
miss all of u ya....
tata...